General Questions
Q: Do you want to get married or have kids?
A: Fuck that, I hate kids, if I can’t live with someone like my parents, I don’t think I can live with anyone else, the arguments I have had with them is just driving me nuts. Plus, I am soo afraid if I had a kid, he or she will think like me, being a hater as a son!!!
Q: Do I like what I am right now?
A: Partially, no, but luckily I have friends to vent about what is going on in my life, and I am trying to ignore whatever bad stuffs that had been going on with me and parents, and jobwise, I am pretty happy as a freelancer atm
Q: What do you hate the most in your everyday’s life?
A: Having to look down on the floor when I walk pass my parents and they do the same every fucking day and the conversation between them and me Is no more than three sentences a week, if we had more than that, We would probably start arguing.
Q: What do you enjoy the most in your everyday’s life?
A: Talking to friends, watching TV and doing what I do best which is designing stuffs
Q: Do I enjoy being with friends?
A: Oh hell yes, they are all supportive and love what I do, unlike my fucking parents ban EVERYTHING
Q: What will you choose between friends or family?
A: no doubt, friends of course!!! I have a really bad relationship with my parents already, all I have are my friends. And my relatives don’t understand our situation and blame everything on me, so to me they are fucking useless. I would rather choose someone that understands me over someone that doesn’t no matter who.
Q: Would you like to live alone?
A: I do want to move out, but moving out means more $$$ and too bad, my fucking parents have control of everything even I pay the fucking bills in the house, and yea, I hate to have no control of ANYTHING here and living alone is my long time dream. I would like to have control of everything, decision and have my own style of living.
Q: Do you feel lonely sometimes not having a partner?
A: Of course and who doesn’t, but I got soo used to it after soo many years already and now, I rather prefer being alone. And yes, I have given a lot of thoughts about it, decision was made and that’s that.
Q: Here is the big question, what don’t you like about your parents?
A: I hate them because
– they think they are on top of the world, so they say yes and no one can say no, if they pay, they have control of everything etc.
– kicked my friends out from my house (from ages 20+ to 60+) Happened a few times already, most friends know it and NONE of my friends would come visit anymore, some will only stay on my driveway if they come.
– make scenes to scare people off which made a few of my friends think they might have a mental problem (which I think so too)
– be soo fucking rude when they start a conversation to me and my friends
– hired a maid to do house work for them, they said the mate didn’t do a good job, but after firing her, they don’t do it anyways and said everything is still clean after soo many months. btw, my kitchen smells like hell and soo dirty now… I rather cook at my friends place which I started doing that a few month ago…
– never throw away things that they would never use in the house, my mom alone has filled up 3 packed closets and a room in the basement, filled up all cabinets and drawers with useless stuffs in the kitchen and I ended up have to store things in my car’s trunk for my cook ware instead.
– there are a lot more but I don’t think I have the space to put all those here…
Conclusion to myself
My grandma was the same kind of person, when she died 20+ years ago, I laughed for 5 mins and didn’t have a single tear drop, my parents are 1000x worst than her, so I am already thinking about designing a party celebration invitation to all my friends after whoever dies. So you know how I feel, call me cold blooded if you want, like I fucking care anyways 😀
If you are a good friend of mine, you shouldn’t asked me the same questions above 😀