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Karl Ng
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Aug 15 2009
20 years in Canada – reminder and thoughts
Time goes by really fast, I will be in Toronto for 20 years of my life on Aug 19, looking back the time I spent between Hong Kong and Toronto, this 20 years really went by super fast. If you ask me how is the quality of time I spent between the 2 places, I would say the time in Hong Kong was horrible, Toronto wasn’t any better. The reason? Cuz I am still fucking stuck with my fucking parents!!!
After the BBQ incident a few weeks ago, a final decision was made, I have already given up on parents. I have fucking lived for this fucking long and at this point, I don’t really know what I had done to deserve this but stuck with this fucking pairs in my house. Right now, I am just doing what I want and don’t want to pretend no more. In the past, I was soo afraid of my relatives saying things like “you should be nice to your parents” or ” you should be doing whatever your parents want”, like I said, after the BBQ incident a few weeks ago, I will NOT be afraid of what people says because I really did what I could to please them, too bad the pretending for years in front of parents and relatives didn’t pay off or didn’t please them but for the people that knows me well, when I make a decision like this, I really do mean it and of course with the people that witness everything and supported me. This time, they really fucking pushed me off the ledge and I have given up on them 100% and I DO mean 100%. Read more about the post here
With the fucking bad mood I have, it reminds me of the fucking 20 yrs I am stuck here with my fucking parents, here is a list of the things that happened in the past years in Toronto just to remind myself.
– The day I left Hong Kong (1987)… At the airport, there were more than 30 students getting ready to leave their love ones with tears in their eyes, but me. I was the only one with a happy smile on the face and ran into the gate without looking back the relatives and friends (god knows why), unlike most of them that cried and cried…
– on my 18th birthday (1988), I was in Purto Rico at my uncle’s place, it was supposed to be a vacation with my parents, but at the end, we were never in the resorts but instead, got stuck in a shit hole with bars (my uncle’s place) and super hot weather with NO air conditioning. I asked and cried nights to my fucking parents hoping I could have my passport back so I could fly back to Toronto before my bday with friends and of course they said NO…
– on my 21st birthday (1991) Seattle is the place where my cousins are. I was there for fucking 21 days with horrible memories (don’t really want to mention the details). This is just to remind myself, Seattle was a bad memory for my 21st bday and it made me never want to go back there ever again in my life because of my fucking parents again…
– around the same time in Toronto (1991), mom slapped me on the face with her sandals because she saw a news reporter on tv then said she looked like a cat and I replied people think Asians look like bears and fucking bam!!! A sandal mark on my face for fucking 4 days…
– 1992-1995 it was the time when my parents flew back and forth between Hong Kong and Toronto. We argued soo much that I remember one time we argued for hours across sidewalks in China Town, also with little arguments almost every day about stupid things in between…
– 1996 was the year I started my third diploma of college, of course it wasn’t easy at all because after all those years of studying non stop, all of a sudden, my parents asked me to stop and blamed I was studying to much and wasted too much of their money studying… but it was them that didn’t want me to stop and forced me to keeping studying all those years…
– of course in 1999, I found a job that I loved and was pretty happy about it. That’s when my parent got their green card and asked me to organize the movers and everything for their stuffs (remember, THEIR stuffs) After a year of time for my parents in Seattle (with everything ready to move/go), they came back and asked for my passport so they can apply me the immigrant status to the States. But that was NEVER mentioned or anything during the year when they were in US. So I was like WHAT THE FUCK… Of course I said no, what could they do anyways, lol. I was always happy here, moving to Seattle with my relatives without even asking?!?! Yea, fuck you!!!
– they are the top of the world and I (and others) have to listen no matter what… so if they say yes, I can’t say no…
– treat people like shit (especially my friends) and have no fucking friends of their own (if they do, they are all assholes like them)
– fucking pissed off most of my friends by telling them not to come to my house no more…
– fucking released their anger for no reason like my dad lifting his bed frame and dropped it to make a scene just to scare people off at one time…
– not to mention, the first 17 years of my life in Hong Kong was 100x worse…
Of course there were more fucking little things that happened frequently (more like every other day) in between the incidents I mentioned above, not to mention I ended up pretending to be a good son just to shut the fucking mouths of my relatives so they don’t call me everyday one by one just to say “be nice to your parents, blah blah…” There were just too many and I don’t think I want to type myself a dairy as thick as a dictionary but you get the idea. This is my everyday life and I am fucking tired of it…
I did ask myself if there was any good memories with them at all, I tried and tried really hard, maybe my brain isn’t working right but all I remembered was bad bad BAD. Every scenes that came out from my mind was painful, horrific and total madness.
Oh well, I have had it, am fucking pissed and temperature is super high. Like I said, they are fucking retarded and selfish. I feel like I am suffering just hearing their voice, seeing them in sight or even visioning them in my mind… Why the fuck are they still alive?!?! Just Fucking DIE!!!!!! Like I fucking care at this point anyways…
Oh well, when I have more time, I will update this topic more 🙂
Aug 15 2009
A birthday gift
A surprise this afternoon, got a call from Mary and Corolla, on the phone, Mary sounded like she wanted to cry and asked me to stay in my house because they had something for me. I was like, WTF!!! Anyways, I waited for them outside the house while I was smoking and once they arrived, Corolla asked me to get the 2 small boxes in the back seat, at the mean while, Mary brought out a cage from the back of the trunk. From that point, I realized it was a hamster cage and those 2 boxes were hammies!!! At that moment, I totally knew why Mary was so terrified on the phone cuz they are scared of hamsters, hahaha!!! Anyways, they were both Russian hamsters, a male and a female (don’t have names for them yet). I was soo shocked and happy at the same time and rushed upstairs to set up the cage and everything. So here are a few pictures of the hamsters, I can’t really take them out from the cage just yet because they are still new to the environment, which means they bite :p Anyways, I will try take some pictures in the future when they are out of the cage. And once again, thx for the great gift Mary and Corolla 😀
btw, if they are a match, I could end up with tons of hamster babies :p
Aug 06 2009
K night with Cheryl and others
It was a K night to celebrate Cheryl birthday, it was really a perfect place to spend a night, ten23, our favorite 😀 too bad no one got drunk that night tho :p lets hope the next time we will see someone getting drunk in a karaoke haha
here is a Facebook link if you want to see more pictures
Jul 13 2009
BBQ with Aunties (師奶篇 part 2)
Another BBQ and it might be the last in this location because of my FUCKING parents… anyways, didn’t take a lot of pictures cuz I was very busy doing stuffs :p
btw, it was supposed to be a stormy day but look at the sky 😀
I have a few more on facebook and I will add more later when I have time too 😀
After this BBQ, it comes to a conclusion:
– my parents are fucking retards and mean mother fuckers
– they have no respect to anyone (including me) treat people like shit and think they are the top of the world
– they even pissed off the aunties (師奶) even tho some are about the same ages as my parents
– they don’t appreciate anything that people do for them and only appreciate the things they do themselves
Everything above was the things I have told people for years, and no one believed it until this BBQ. Now I feel so relief because people had finally saw it with their own eyes and agreed with me. I was even told by a few that my parents are helpless, don’t deserve to be loved and should just leave them alone. Now I can just go back to my old self, don’t eat their crappy meals and do whatever I want 😀 I am sure I will get a lot more comment after people read this, anyhow, I really have to thank the aunties (Mary, Estella, Corolla, Joyce, Surina and a few others) for the comments and phone calls 🙂 Now the next step is for my relatives to believe (it is hard to believe my relatives have known my parents for ages and they still dont agree with me) Anyways, like I care at this moment :p
Jul 11 2009
Instant noodles!!!
Did you know I am an expect on cooking instant noodles? Well, Corolla, Mary and Christine came over tonight to prepare our BBQ tomorrow and had a chance to try out my specialty, instant noodles. They finally know how tasteful instant noodles can be and it really takes skills :p It didn’t really take me long since I do it like almost everyday afternoon and I am sorry to say but I am very very proud of what came out :p Here is a picture of it 🙂 BTW, they loved it :p
